Sunday, December 16, 2012

Massive Shooting in Newtown, Connecticut

Let's pray for the ones who lost their lives yesterday.
It's a tragic that the mentally ill guy chooses a 5-10 years old elementary school for this. I could imagine what the kids felt, looking at their friends and teachers got killed. They are just kids, how could they overcome this fear and nightmare for the next coming years?
Thank you Lord for protecting most of the children's life.
For the teachers who protected the kids, you are the ones who should be praise and you have been a very good role model to the children. May God always be with all of you.

As we know, it's not the first time this kind of incident had happen. Every single year, we would see this in the news. It would start out with a mentally ill guy/girl with a guy.
Please take care and pay attention to your family members's behavior, if you felt there are something different in them. Send them to the psychologists to find out before they become really ill.
People in United States had protest to banned guns. President Obama, I hope you could do it to keep your citizens safe.

Sorry for the family and friends who lost their loved ones.


Saturday, December 8, 2012

Boyf's 21st

Yellouuuuu :) Sorry for being gone for so long. Taken 1 week leave to celebrate boyf's birthday and went to Penang to visit his father.
His family planned his birthday party at their condo's hall. The decorations is all blueish, coincidentally he wore a blue outfit too.  

So sweet of his family members to get him a wine bottle chocolate moist fondant cake :) Boyf said it really looks like the actual bottle. 

Me with my boyf. Sweet right? :P haha. 

After blowing the candles off, he hesitated to cut the cake. He just loves the cake so much. 

His family members :) The family that comfort me through the bad times and good times. They are so homey. 

Lols, look at his evil expression! He asked me to feed him when Cheryl was taking the photo. Well, I still love him so much. 

Nicklaus's mummy. She been very sweet to me, treating me like her daughter. I lost my mother when I was young, it's been a long time that I had this kind of love. Thank you aunty for the love you gave me :) 

At last, this is my favorite pict among the others. He looks so adorable. I love you boyf <3>
For now, I felt so joyful and happy with everything. Can't wait Christmas.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Been awhile

It's been so long I didn't blog. Neglacted it for work :( its really tough to work during festive season in this industry. But through this period, I realized I love decorating dessert even it takes a lot of my time. :) will take few pictures of it and show u guys how good I m :P Heh.... Haha

We been together for a month now. Soon its going to be his birthday and our 2nd monthsary :D woots.

Bad news, i been told by the doctor that I have thyroid. Took my blood to test whether it's toxic or not. Geez, finger crossed.


Saturday, October 27, 2012

Boyf's Family

Nicklaus, my boyf 

Was pretty nervous before meeting my boyf's family. I went through lots of horror experience when meeting my ex's family. Thank God, everything went well. :) Perhaps this is the friendliness family I ever met. 

The main point of today is to celebrate Uncle Ho's be-early birthday. Went for Dragon-I for dinner and spend the night at CEO Farrenheit. 

Hope everything goes well in your life and it's nice to meet you. :) I apologize for not being able to talk much because of my shyness.

Uncle Ho

One thing I like the most about my bf's family is the bond between the sisters. They are just so lovely so as his mum.

Thank you boyf for everything today. I hope this would really be the one. THE ONE if you know what i mean. Haha. Well, nobody knows about the future. 


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

The Other Side Of Me


Me. Standing at my locker alone at Westrow Highschool. I was so shy to look around because I don like the feeling of getting stare by other peoples especially in school. "Sam! Sam! Sam!" Only my moms call me Sam, it couldn't be my mom. No way she will be at my school. Maybe she's calling out for someone else. Suddenly a girl appear in front of me "Are you the new senior, Samantha?" I nodded. "Hi, I'm Evonne. I will be guiding you around the school on your first day." She walked me around the school, showed me where the gym, art room and etc are.

"May I know what brought you to Westrow? As I know, you are from Chicago right? There's is nothing here compare to Chicago, so wish I could live there." I was thinking should I tell her the true but afraid it might scare her off and I didn't want to ruin my 1st friend in Westrow. "Well, my family is so messed up that I could not talk it so I moved here with my grandma." I lied. "I'm so sorry to hear that." Evonne said upsetly. Damn, it makes me feel guilty. "Well, I need to go for my calculus class now. Will meet you when lunch time?" "Definitely" I said with a smile. Evonne have calculus class while I'm in my English class. Sitting alone like I'm invisible to everybody in class except to John, if I'm not mistaken about his name who is sitting 2 seats from my left. Uncountable times he stare at me but I pretend I didn't notice about it.

Finally after 2 classes, the bell rings. Lunch time. Evonne introduce me to her friends, they are all so nice.
"Do you want to join us for a drink at Long Bay after school? It's just around the corner of our school." Ariel asked, the girl with a nose pierce. "I think I will pass, I have errands to run." I lied again. But I promise them I will join them on the next day. "By the way, do you know who is John?" I asked. "John? That mohawk guy?" with their shock expression. "Yes". "Don get so close to him, his girlfriend. That long hair blonde girl is a psycho. She does not like anyone close to John." Evonne said. I'm so curious what horrible things she did to the girls that is close to John before but didn't want to ask much.

School ends. As usual, I will head to my room straight and take a nap when I got home. Wake up for dinner. "Hows your 1st day in school today?" my mom asked. "Fine, I meet some new friends". "Good for my dear, just make sure they are not like your old friends". "Mom, please!" I sighed. On my Macbook, Evonne and  the rest of the girls have add me in Facebook and IM. Well, there was a John Wright in my friend request. To keep myself from any trouble, I decline the request.



I love reading books a lot. I'm trying to write one now. Haha. Well, I hope you guys enjoy it. Please do comment to let me know how was it and should I continue?. :) THANK YOU.


Friday, October 12, 2012

Perhaps? :)

Hey!! :)
I'm back with a good news.
Perhaps all of you have already knew about it but since this is my blog which is also a part of my journal in my life so I got to blog about everything that happen in my life. Haha.

Well, now I'm off with someone. Nicklaus. Yeah like Santa Claus. Haha.
I can't describe how's him and all until you meet him. One thing for sure, he is not shy to talk at all and talk like a chatterbox. Haha. :P

I planned to take a picture with him but not this picture. Believe me, he asked me to take this picture when we are on the escalator. I was like "it's so dangerous, we could have fall from the escalator" and he said I'm paranoid which I'm not at all!! :P

Took off the stitches from my finger already, whoever who said it hurts a lot when taking off the stitches. LIAR!! -___- I closed my eye so tight, do not dare to look how the procedure works. Didn't felt anything and after for 2 mins the doctor told me it's done. WHAT..... HAHA.
The worst thing. The scar was so horrible. :( Got to look at it everyday as a lesson.


Monday, October 8, 2012


You are always there for me. 
I did this mistake a lots of times. I never want to make the wrong decision again so I took my time on you. 
And my time is up. :) so .... something incredible is happening in my life. 

PS : Will be taking off my stitches soon :/ saw the stitches today. It looks so ugly. OHMYGAWD :'(

Thursday, October 4, 2012


Well, as you all already know I have been through rough times at work from my Facebook status.
Just I was thinking that everything is falling apart when the tons of pressure on me, I feel tired and fatigue, almost felt like giving up in everything. But thank God, there's people helping me out from the stress. :)
I will still pursuit my dream at YTL.

And after I regain all my dreams and strength. Fuck. Sliced my pointing finger at work today.
Practically a piece of skin is GONE and got 2 1/2 stitches. Cried when I was on the way to the clinic till the whole stitching procedure is done.
At 1st, I thought it's just a normal cut where I usually hurt my hand but when I put my finger under the running water. It hurts so badly till I cried. The blood just kept flowing. Scare the hell out of me.
It's still bleeds and hurts a lot even after stitching. Just hope I could have pain killer. :(

No, I'm not traumatized by it. I will still use a knife and keep my dreams going on.
Just hope I won't slice or hurt any part of me during work again.


Saturday, September 29, 2012

So Long September!

I hate September. So many bad things happen in September.
I went bankrupt, 2 of my sweet pies broke up and a lot more shits had happen. 
Can't wait for October to come. 
Recently I'm so exhausted. Felt so lazy everyday :( 

I do not have a bf, yes i HAD but not anymore. Do not ask me why I didn't change my relationship status or anything. I don feel answering any questions. 

Since many of my friends (girls) broke up this month so I decided to speak out what girls wants in their love life.


1 ) Respect and have manners for each other and others. Remember, you are representing a part of your gf so please control your behavior and don embarrass your girlfriends.

2 ) Trust. Don go keep questioning your girlfriends somehow we will feel annoy. 

3 ) This is the one that I hate the most. DON EVER EVER APPRECIATE ME LAST MINUTE WHEN YOU DON EVEN BOTHER TO CARE FROM THE START. If you does not want to appreciate at 1st, just keep it that way. 

4 ) Selfish. I mean in the financial side. It does not mean a girl can't split the bill or pay for it. Just DON ASK A GIRL TO PAY IT.

So guys, please be a better man after you read this. I do not mean all guys, just some jerks :)


Monday, September 17, 2012

What Happiness Means To Me

I lost my mother when I was 11. Before she passed away, I didn't know what family means until I have lost her. She is the one who took care of us when my father was at out station working for the family, try to imagine. A women with 4 children and all of us was so immature.

I went through my teenage life without my mum and I made up so many mess where all of them goes to my sister. After my mum, she's the one who took care of us while she's still a teenager. It's so tough for a teenager to take care of 3 siblings. Most of us enjoy our teenage life then most right? But for her, she struggle through her teenage life. 

I appreciate the ones who took care of my family after I had lost my mum. My aunts, became like my mum. Especially my beloved sister. 

Now I am at my 20's. Finally understood what's family means. I don need any luxury or wealth. 
I just want to spend quality times with my family and take care of them when I'm capable. 
Appreciate while you still have them :)


Thursday, September 13, 2012

Passion & Dream

Previously I worked at The Loaf for about 5 months. Well, the working environment didn't work out for me. It's too tiring. I felt like I'm forced to work everyday. :(
If you have my Facebook account then you would now that currently I'm working at Shook, Starhill Gallery.

Well, I meet someone. He have passion in wines, seriously for a young guy that have not taken any wine courses to know so much things about wine is like .. *uum I don't even know how to describe it* I tried to test him with some few questions and he got it right. Didn't even hesitates when he was answering. I was so impressed, after hearing him speaking about his passion. 

In my mind, I was like... where my passion heading to now? This hit me so hard that my heart breaks like a crumbled cookie. I was once like him but now I'm lacking of pastry knowledge. I need to update myself with pastryland!! If I have the chance, I would try to be a chocolatier. :) 



Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Taiwan 2012 Part 2

Hi! :) I 'm back with part 2. In this post, I'm going to blog all about FOOD at Taiwan. So if you have not taken your food, please bare with all the luring pictures. Haha. 

Mala YuanYang Hotpot (馬辣鴛鴦火鍋) at XiMenDing

It's a steamboat buffet where you only have 2 hours to fill your tummy. Please make sure you call for reservation before going there cause they are always full. NT499 per person for dinner, it's really worth it. You could have free flow Taiwan beer and Haagen Dazs and Movenpick ice cream!! I'm so going back there to eat next time :)


 There are beef, lamb, chicken and etc. They taste really fresh.

9 Fen

At 9 Fen, there are lots of food stall. There are like many different stalls selling the same food so you will always have the "what de" feel when you bought the same food from different stalls with a different price and taste. 

So I'm here to recommend you some of the good food that I have tried at there :)

Idk, I don know what they call this. But it's shaved brown peanut sugar and ice creams wrapped with popiah skin. I love the taste of the brown sugar matches with the ice creams. 

My Sister and I :) 

How could you not have any taro balls snowflakes when you visit Taiwan?! I'm a fan of glutinous rice flour product because they are chewy!! But unfortunately, I have a serious gastric attack whenever I ate too much glutinous food :(

This was the best taro balls snowflake I ever tried at 9 Fen. It's was the 1st shop when you enter 9 Fen market.

Taipei Main Underground Shopping Street

During my vacation at Taipei, I kept visiting their bakery shops because I have been told, Taiwan make the best breads besides France in the world. 

In one of my bakery shop hunting, I bought this cute egg pudding at the underground shopping street. They are so unique! Well, it's quite expensive but I still insist to give them a try! :)

Ain't the packaging cute? :P

This was the unique part among all. Egg pudding in egg shells.
They also shows you how these egg pudding process which was so interesting.

 Taste? Amazing!! If you are a fan of milk, I strongly recommend you this!! :)

Well, that's all the pictures of foods I took at Taipei. They are so much wonderful tasty food at Taipei which you should have go and try!!

 Bye :)

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Taipei 2012

 These is who I went to Taipei with. Well, I'm the youngest among them but they are nice funny people :)

I been thinking how m I going to blog 1 week trip at Taiwan. It's so long.. so I make it simple by posting where should you guys go and eat at Taipei ( in the next post )

10 Fen 

This is where everybody let go the big lantern with their wishes on it. It's really a nice place to hang out but I recommend to go there at night so you could enjoy seeing the lantern being lit up around the sky. 

A lantern costs about rm20. Reasonable :)

Everybody was busying writing their wishes .

Our lantern :)

Yehliu Geopark

All I can say, prepare to sweat. Alot. Well, if you are lucky the day won't be sunny. 
Been there for like 30 minutes. Didn't capture lots of pictures cause the sun was so bright until everybody just want to leave that place. Haha. 

The view was really nice if it's not sunny AGAIN :P

Me, my sis and her bf

10 Fen , Waterfall

 Bridge, railways, waterfall. Never went to see the waterfall cause everybody was exhausted so we just went to take a look.

That's it for today :) I been alot of places but I can't really recall what's their names :( , so sorry. 


Monday, August 13, 2012

Taipei , Taiwan

Yes, I'm back from Taiwan. Went there for more than a week. FUN!!
Went lots of places include Shiln, Taipei 101, Shida, Wu Fen Pu, Yu Lieh, 9 Fen, 10 Fen and lots more!! :)

Well, i only took pictures with my Diana F+ so need for it to process. Hope all of them turns out well. Will blog about everything more detail soon, wait up peoples!!

Bought dozens of things, meet great peoples. Happiest moment in this month.


Thursday, July 26, 2012

Tears Falling All Over

CAUTION : It's advisable not to read this post if you can't handle your emotions. 

I asked my boyfriend alot of times. Why would he be so confident that I would choose him to be my soul mate even there are few guys after me even I didn't really pay much attention to him at all? He said he just know he will be the one with his dramatic confident tone. 

When someone told me, he secretly like me. I just take their words as jokes cause it's like impossible. And when I started thinking, he had been paying attention to me for quite some time when I was having a rough time with relationships. He would always be at the other room, looking at me or I should say staring at me, kept coming over asking whether am I alright. So everything make sense now, how it happen.

When he admitted that he like me, nobody knows about it except myself. Everybody can't even read his mind so when rumours spread, well at my work place there is no secret that can be kept forever, everybody was like WHAT?! and can't believe it. 

Remembered the 1st movie we went after the Kbox night, sneaked away from everybody to the cinema. The Hunger Games, the 1st movie we watched together. Well, practically he didn't really watched the movie, he just kept staring at me and I felt creepy. Oh ya, he asked me to kept the movie tickets as our memories but I guess I wasn't hearing at all and threw it away so now he grumbling about it. 

So yeap, that's how everything started for both of us. :) Got to go to bed now or else he might kick my butt tomorrow. 

*I know, it's been a long time I didn't post up any pictures of me. Or you might be wondering why I have not post any pictures of me with my boyfriend. Just be patient, you will see soon. I promise*


Tuesday, July 24, 2012

For you, my love

its been 2 months. time flies. but our memories are precious like diamonds. yes, we been some pretty rough time where we almost end everything we have but instead our love grew stronger. what you have did for me, i still remember everything. i don't know what will happen tomorrow but i thank God that i have met you and have you by myside when i going through rough times. :) i love you, Gummybear.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

My Gummybear

Yes, I know some of u still might wondering who is my mystery guy. :)
Soon I will reveal him. Soon.

He's just to shy to show his face. Haha


Friday, June 22, 2012

Sweetie pies Reunion at Delicious

 Starting from May, all of us made a deal. To have dinner at least once a month so we could catch up each other and who ever that end up didn't attend for the dinner last minute. She must pay our meals for the next dinner. Muahaha :P

We decided to go Delicious at Duo Residence since all of them have not try Delicious's foods except me. Haha, don blame me. I'm a huge spender on food. Not big, HUGE.

Me texting my Gummybear :* with ma cheeky face.

 Erin's hot mocha, she didn't really like it cause the coffee taste is too strong for her.

Poh Yee's Devil By Iced Chocolate. If you are a chocoholic then you must try this!!

My same old Raspberry Cooler. I don know why, i will order the same drink. LOL

Janice's Banana Smoothies.

OhmyGod, hunchback and so fat. T.T

My Red Pesto Gnocchi. Worst main course of the night. Taste like flour, seriously tasteless flour.

Erin's Lemon and Black Pepper Pappardelle. Taste too sour for me, like expired cream. 

Poh Yee's Grilled Chicken Pesto Spaghetti. This is my favorite spaghetti in Delicious. Should have order this last night T.T 

Hui Sien's Fish Burger. The portion of the burger is really big.

Janice's Carbonara Spaghetti. Haha, I guess this would be the all time favorite spaghetti for everybody :)

Hui Sien

Poh Yee



Our instant snapshot of the night :D

Spent 3 hours eating, chatting, snapping pictures. Enjoyed the night very much. Woots, guess what's next? Might going for a trip? Can't wait.