Saturday, July 30, 2011

Untitled

Everything was a mistake. It was never meant to be like this.
Whatever I did was wrong, ignoring u, talking nonsense. When I read back all the messages, I realize you really tried to hold on to me but I really didn't make any effort at all. In love with somebody else? Lols, he have a gf. I know I hurt u deeply. I'm sorry. I will back off from this moment onwards. Everything is just too late to turn back.

Turn the lights out in the light house, I saw you comingFelt the ship wreck, saw the wreckage, I heard you yellingJust then, that's when I saw your reflection in the sandWondering where you were washed up, oh, I ran to the water
I can put my hands down in itBut I won't bring nothing upSitting on the shore all dayWaiting on the tide to come
But you can't hold on to waterIt fills you up but never staysIt's only good to wash away today
And you're loving me like waterYou're slippin' through my fingers' touchA natural disaster, loveBringing on the flood, the floodLove me like a flood, a flood, bring it on
Stayed the night out by the beach house, it's all so quietLit a candle by the window so you might find itHope you know you'll always have a place to call your homeStill, I can't help but think I could have saved you from drowning
I can put my hands down in it, yeahBut I won't bring nothing upSitting on the shore all dayJust waiting on the tide to come
But you can't hold on to waterIt fills you up but never staysIt's only good to wash away today
And you're loving me like waterYou're slippin' through my fingers' touchA natural disaster, loveBringing on the flood, the floodLove me like a flood, a flood, bring it on
I knew the waves were risingWhen I felt them all retreatingWent to take a dive in the deep endOh, what was I thinking?
But you can't hold on to waterIt fills you up but never staysIt's only good to wash away today
And you're loving me like waterYou're slippin' through my fingers' touchA natural disaster, loveBringing on the flood, the floodLove me like a flood, a flood, bring it on
Rising and the falling of my tearsRising and the falling of my tears that fill the oceanThe ocean, the oceanMy tears that fill the ocean, the ocean

No ending

Even though how many lies I told about I already get over it. It just kept coming back.
Everything is still in my heart even though I tried to ignore it. It hurt me like hell. I tried to fight back with you so it could make me hate you even more so I could just say goodbye to you. But after a time, the memories came back and I intend to fight again. Just kept talking nonsense so we could fight for nothing. Whenever I read your blog, it makes me mad and wonder why you would say something like that about me. It makes me want to fight even more. I'm so tired. I'm tired for kept looking back, all the messages and photos in my phone.
Why do I always go back to u? Why do I even bother to explain?
I should stop now, insomnia every night makes me feel exhausted. All my emotions is like so messed up now, this is why I don not want to be at home where it's quiet. I wish I could have short term memory loss so everything will just be forgotten like it never happen before. My family thought I'm still with you, I don even bother to tell them we are not together or explain.
Take everything from me, leave me with nothing. I do not want any memories, even happy memories. It's just too late.

THE END~~

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Lame


Imma so bored so here i am blogging.
I started to feel stress with my college now, driving, piles of assignments, day to night class. Now, I'm sick. :(
Time is moving too fast don cha think so? I haven't plan for my future yet, I hope I could see where I am standing the next 5 years.
Kay, time for me to go. Dad came back, time for dinner :)
Hope you guys have a great Saturday.

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Friday, July 22, 2011

Prettay Cupcakes

Decorated some cupcakes in artistic kitchen class this week :*

At 1st, all my flowers really does not look like flowers. I feel so jealous that the guys can even pipe better than me. Keep on practicing, until i succeed my 1st flower. Feel damn happy wei. Haha



*this is my favorite :D*


Wee, ma dad is coming back this sat. :)

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Term 5


Ohh myy, i'm in Term 5 now. Going to have my final term soon.
Basically I hate this term, the timetable is too hectic!! Morning till evening almost every freaking day :'( Luckily, I still have my pastry, cooking and French class! Woohoo! And in this term, I will be learning artistic skills. Its about like decorating, sugar dough, fondant and etc.

Example, I made this bread basket and all the miniature fake breads :)


That's all for now. ;) Will try to update more frequent.

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Sunday, July 10, 2011

CLOSE

I'm done, I'm totally done.
I made my decision and that's it. The end of the story.
There is no more page left in the book. :)

THE END~~

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Sunshine


I cried and grieved enough. I cannot live my life like that forever. Yes, I thought of killing myself. The time is up. No more.
Glad to be back :)
Thanks to my friends and sister for their supports and advices.
Gonna start term 5 tomorrow. Aww, so lazy. Hahaa.
Nights, xoxo

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