Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Move On

I need to move on. I can't do this anymore. It gives me too much pain. I don wan to drive you crazy anymore. I'm sorry
I need to get you out of my mind and heart. We just don have the trust between us anymore, you never know me well after all. Goodbye.


Tuesday, June 28, 2011


Reading your latest post just left me broken heart. I could not even breath.
Don't you really see that I really loved you once before? How could you be so blind? What's with all the intimates we have? Am i a whore to you? A girl does not simply give her body.
All the things i did for you before means nothing to you? Bring you to see my family. Non of my bf have meet my dad b4, you are the 1st one. I always thought I'm the luckiest girl in the world. But now I still feel lucky too, for knowing the truth earlier before I really get deep into you.
Yeah! just go back to who you suppose to. Now I knew that you didn't really forget about her too LIAR! You told me you have totally forget about her. Now I know, you LIED.
And I'm not with any "pretty boy". I just called him pretty boy not my bf or hubby or what ever close to that. Sorry, you are totally out of my league. Don come back begging for me. I will never forgive you for what you said.

Oh yeah and thank you for opening my eyes, now I saw the truth, you are just a heartless guy I ever meet.


Totally Over You

You was never like this when we are together, I guess its over now. We ain't going back where we belong anymore. There is just no way back.
I'm sorry for leaving you. I just can't go back to the darkness. Thanks for everything, the wonderful memories.


Friday, June 24, 2011

Kiss Goodbye

PANGKOR LAUT RESORT, Sunday I will be leaving you.
Should I be happy or sad? I guess, I had fall in love with this place.

Well, I want to thank everybody who guided me through my training.

Royal Bay Beach Club
Chef Lidza (don really know how to spell her name :P) and her gang.
She's loving and caring. They always feed me with a lot of food

Chapman's Bar
Chef Wan aka Abang Wan
He loves to bully me and he taught me a lot. :)

Chef Saad, Kak Saadiah, Chef Yusra and .. (aiks forget his name)
I love them, you know why. Because of pastry. :P I learned a lot from them. Thank you very much.

Uncle Lim
Sin Joo, Uncle Su, Ah Wei and Uncle Lim
Even though I have no interest in chinese food but I enjoyed working there. No stress, happy go lucky :)

Cold Kitchen
Chef Kok, Chef Hoh, Kar Hou, Mani
The kitchen was pretty cool and cold. Everything was clean like it was brand new. :) I learned how to make several canapes and ways of cutting for fruits. Even though someone always teased me ;)

Fisherman Cove
Chef Danny, Chef Azli, Chef Mahazis, Chef Yu
Mostly I feel bored. But at least I learned something right? Tortellini, amuse bouche and how they plate and garnish every dish perfectly. I love the concept.

Special thanks
Mani, Vinod, Naga
They always cheered me up. They was like my sunshine. Thank you papa :P



Wednesday, June 22, 2011


Britney is back!! She is as hot as she used to be.
Damn, I wonder how a person that gone through so much bad memories can be "alive" again. Its just unbelievable. To me, she is the most talented singer. Try to refresh back from her 1st album then you will know why. She never fail us before, oh ya she did when she shave her hair and went to rehab. But I'm glad she is back. :)
I just love you Britney.


Sunday, June 19, 2011


I guess everybody knows my relationship status have changed right?? Don worry, I'm fine. :)
I need to put my work 1st over everything now. I need some alone time with myself.
Can't wait to go back KL and date my babes. Miss them like hell.
Same goes to shopping, Chatime and lots of...............

Need to cut and dye my hair soon again. Haha, might getting a tattoo too :P
I'm losing weight here, glad I'm not gaining. :D

Bye, got to work now. XOXO :*


Sunday, June 12, 2011


2 more weeks to go ;)
Can't wait to be back in KL. But I feel like I will miss here too.
They become like a big family to me.
All of us used to see each other.

Cocktail salad in champagne glass

Canapes - Salmon roll with cucumber
Canapes - Salmon roll with sour cream
Strawberry choco
Cracker with Cabernet cheese

This is what I learnt from cold kitchen at PLR
I learnt more than i expect :)


Tuesday, June 7, 2011

What's wrong?

I can't tell what is happening. It's just too blur.
What's going on in my mind?
Does the problem cause by you or me?
I'm really tired now. I don know what I can do anymore.
I'm sorry