怕

There's a lot of things I'm afraid of.
Especially the truth, I never wanted to know what's the truth because I'm afraid I can't handle it.

So I always run away from it and put it behind me like I never heard of it before. I felt I'm much more happier when I live in lies. I wished I could live in my dreams where everything is just in the way I wanted.

For now, I want to have someone that I love and not just because he love me and care me a lot. :)

THE END~~