Slut + Bitch = 100% slutibitchness

Sorry for ignoring my blog for long long time...
After everything, he told me I'm just his friend..wth?!..then whats with all those things he done?..so what happen to me? I been emo for the whole week. Now my face is pale like a cancer patient..
Thank god! I have a best buddy, Kenny aka Mr. So Not Awesome to comfort me ALL TIME..haha..
I'm always with him this days i m not in a relationship with him..
What he did for me?..well, hrmm kinda romantic and sweet though lols
He always send me from and to the train station like on everyday and the most sweetest thing that I hope that guy will said it to me is " becareful when you take the train "..I used to hope he will said it to me when he used to drive me to the train station but he didn't..Well, I dreamed too much about everything...
Ya i admitted I really hope everything happen can be rewind to the start, but I know time can't be stop nor rewind..I was in so much pain because of him, that's why I need to let go before I burn myself do deep..
The truth is I cant fully/100% forget about him, I felt like i was burning in hell and I'm trying to get out from it..I'm always doubting about should I just forgive him, act like he did nothing wrong to me and keep on going for me? Or I should just shut the door behind me and move on? I always wanted to be with him, so badly but he is like a fire sparks to me that will burn me like I'm in hell..
I even think of suicide before BUT it's just a thought. I didn't try to attempt any suicide acts..

To Him
If I could have a wish now, I wish I could go back to the start where all this shit didn't happen between us before. If I had insulted you, I'm really sorry but so far I can't remember insulting before maybe its because all I remember is how much you hurt me. I'm really into you and I'm not lying about what I said to you before. You really did said "..." to me but you don't remember about it at all. I know I'm a nobody to you. Sorry

THE END~

Jackie O Jacko Birthday

The day before yesterday went for hair cut..now i look like freaking 5 years old kiddo..CRAP!!

Will updated about it soon~

The Karate Kid

Yesterday went to Mid Valley with Loi, Ityra and Elise..damn..Loi and I been turning around and around looking for Mid Valley..Finally after 1 hour 30 minutes, we reached Mid Valley..lols..At that time, i was starving already and the movie starts in 20 minutes..haha..I went to grab myself Mcd then planned to have it in the cinema but.....before going in the cinema, I had already finish up my McNuggets..i was eating like mad dog!!..haha..
We watched The Karate Kid, oh my God!! This movie is a MUST WATCH movie, it's totally so awesome!!..Jaden Smith really look like his dad, Will Smith..

And the Chinese girl in the movie, is so damn pretty..When she dance in the arcade, Jaden Smith was like ... wow!! sexy..haha
This movie really influenced me a lot, it made me realize I should not just give up on HIM to another girl, I should pull myself and get my strength back and go for it..THANKS KARATE KID

Outside the cinema, they have some kind of competition going on there..the prizes had attracted my attention, I'm so in love with Toy Story 3..they were like so damn cute XD..

TOY STORY's LEGO!!!
Well, this competition is for kids only...too bad =(
Haha
Then there were like some photo shooting with them at the Center Court..

*Loi and Elise* Later on, we went Gardens to grab something to eat..We went to the Expresssoup..
Damn!!..the soup taste so damn bad..

Then i was texting with *ahem ahem*
He said he was coming to Mid Valley too but.............*to be continue at the bottom*
Later on, i went on looking for ice cream to eat..
Muahaha..i found a ice cream outlet from Australia..Hearts the ice cream alot =D
I took the Belgian Chocolate, damn chocolicious~

We leave Mid Valley on 6.30?...NO!! I cant meet *ahem ahem* anymore!!...ish...
Ruin my mood jer..
Haha..he look so stress when i was driving...
This is Ityra, my secret keeper! And that is Elise, my girl that scare of love because of my history..lolss
This is??..ME!!..lolss..I look so dead..everyday sleep at 2 woke up at 5..going die soon..=(
I got a song for all of you!! This song is sang by Justin Bieber and Jaden Smith for The Karate Kid..this song really so meaningful FOR ME!!
Hope you enjoy it too =D

Never say never (never never never)
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Here we go
Guess who
J Smith and JB
uh huh
I got you lil' bro
I can handle him
Hold up, I, I can handle him
Now he's bigger than me, taller than me
And he's older than me, and stronger than me
And his arms are little bit longer than me
But it ain't on a JB song with me
I be tryna chill
They be tryna side with the thrill
No pun intended was raised by the power of will
Like Luke with the force if push comes to shove
Like Kobe with the fourth, ice water with blood (Let's go!)
I gotta be the best
And yes we're the flyest
Like David and Goliath
I conquered the giant
So now I got the world in my hand
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land

Yeah
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never (never say never)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never, never say it x3)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
And never say never

Justin Bieber feat Jaden Smith - Never say never

THE END~~

Better Day

My day had become better and better. I had become more mature *really? Haha*
No matter what is the end product, I'm all set up and ready to face it. I'm glad that I had meet him and we had spent some times together. Thanks to all my friends for taking care me all this while, well I grown up already and have wings to fly.
All this days, this song had gave me some comfort * OLIVIA ONG - YOU AND ME *
Hope you enjoy it too =D

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There's some kinda magic in the air

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And they're learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell they'll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And they're learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And they're learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me
You and me

THE END~~
♥ Hearts JB ♥

SHIT YOU!!

WTF..she came back for him..She said she does not want him anymore when i asked her and said he is a playboy and crap shit to me, suddenly she came back from no way..The most asshole thing is my friend back stab me, wth?..She lied about herself and she talked about me behind my back..FUCK her!!.She always complain that her friends don't treat her well and bla bla bla then I accept her as my friend..Well, I guess, I don't think her friends don't treat her well..SHE IS THE ONE WHO HAVE PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE AROUND HER..I swear to God, if I could back stab her back I would but I can't because I do that I will sell one of my friend out..
In this world, I can't really trust anyone anymore, they should have went for acting since they have 2 faces..Shame on them man......

THE END~~

The Days Before

I been taking trainS to college this few days..One word for that "tiring but sometimes its fun"..
Haha..From my house lrt, I took the Ampang line to Masjid Jamek then from there, change to Kelana Jaya line to KL Central then change to KTM to Subang Jaya..
Well, its takes me like 1 hour but it takes 1 and half hour if the train is delay "especially KTM"..
Then my bestie psycho friend, Kenny picked me up from there and to college..
By taking the trains, I can see many kinds of things like how dumb is those people who works for Kelana Jaya "they don even know how to speak English" , how rude is those guys who went in to the ladies coach "well, its for LADIES only" and etc..
How was my days lately?..Fine?..We were getting closer and I'm still doubting about our status..Haha..not only me but my friends too, they were like .... XD..I don wan rush things and destroy them all in once so I NEED TO BE PATIENT..real patient..hehe
Let me count, I have cried 2 times this week..haha....CRYBABY!!

Shut up and kiss me - Orianthi

THE END~~