Bad days

Lately, I'm having bad mood just so you know.

Why does all these nightmare haunt me again? Why are you back?

Why there are sadness in life? Can't there just be happiness?

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever

[Minzy 민지]
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
[Minzy 민지]
I don’t know
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
I want to find myself now

[Park Bom 박봄]
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

[Minzy 민지]
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Source: LYBIO.net

[Park Bom 박봄]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup

[Park Bom 박봄]
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
I want to find myself now

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

[Minzy 민지]
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Source: LYBIO.net

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[Minzy 민지]
Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I

[Park Bom 박봄]
Can’t take any more, Good bye
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
Cuz I’m just another girl
[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I’m so lonely
[Park Bom 박봄]
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely

[Minzy 민지]
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

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Must Achieve These Goals!!!

Been having 2 fucking days with that bitch. I don think I can stand her any longer. If ... continue complaining, i'm going to fuck her with ma middle finger! Help you out, you still want complain. Don allow me to eat or go back even though my shift is over.

Back to my goals. :P

1. Do sit ups trice a week. Wanna have a slim body.
2. Take Vit C once every 2 days. To stop my gum from bleeding.
3. Don overwork my body, feeling very tired this days.

That's all for now.

THE END~~

FML

I been working like hell for this 2 weeks.
5am to 4pm
9am to 9pm

I been setting the buffet counter with myself for days. On the 1st time, I don feel tired at all but after days after days, I feel like crying. I can't handle heavy things. I hate it.
Now my chef is on mc and another staff was on compassionate leave. And today I worked alone, luckily hunny is willing to help me at 5 am. I feel so pity that he still need to work at 9am to 5 pm after helping me out. Thank God, there were also other people helping me out. Or else, I think I will drop dead already.

Please God please, let me go back to KL on thurs. I'm really freaking tired. I need my rest. :(

THE END~~

PLR Training 2

Its been like 4 weeks here now.

Well, so far so good. Just afraid of snakes and especially monkeys. They are like wild animals here. Scary shit.

And I'm so tan like.. not tan, BURN like a charcoal. So damn brown. :(

After weeks working in the hot kitchen. Its time for PASTRY!! :D 1 month! weeee~

Thats all for 3 weeks. See ya guys soon.

Maybe will be going back to KL for 3 days soon.

THE END~~

PLR Training + My 19th Bon Anniversaire

Hi guys and babes! I'm back :)

Sorry, I will be busy for this 3 months. I'm doing my 2nd training at Pangkor Laut Resort, Perak. Nice place here for tourists but not me. Haha, the weather damn hot.

There is alot of monkeys, hornbills and peacocks.

Don go near the monkeys, they attack people for food. Damn dangerous.

Everyday, I get to look at the deep blue sea and have a nice view of sunset. Eventhough the food at the staff's canteen sucks but still i enjoy here. :)

14th of April was my 19th birthday. Hunny celebrated with me at here. Lovely him for getting me a cake. :*
Thats all folks.

See ya again soon. Take care all my friends.

I will be back!! :D

THE END~~