This Christmas, I won't have any
celebration like my previous years. So I choose to do some confession instead,
just pretending I'm in a church talking to a priest.
Here's my confession.
I been transfer schools to schools,
meeting new friends at different schools.
Once I m transferred to a new school, I
neglected my friends in my old school.
I didn't really want to stop hanging out
with them.
Friends who used to be close with me, I'm
really sorry.
I'm born with a best friend.
We always been together, even we are at
different classes or schools.
I always been feeling bad for leaving her
alone in that secondary school.
I been transfer to another school by my
dad.
So my meeting new friends routine starts
again,
This is where I do not have time to spend
with her.
Friends, curriculum, extra classes and
her.
We start having friends of our own,
she tried inviting me to join her new
friends but at that time,
I was all nerdy and I didn't felt I
could blend in so I avoid.
Till this moment, I'm still avoiding her
sometimes,
Perhaps I'm afraid to face her because I
felt sorry.
I really hope we could hang out together
like before.
Somehow, I felt I been blessed to have her
for my entire childhood.